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Letting Go Of Her Fears  

sexyldy1000 68F  
10138 posts
12/2/2018 5:56 pm
Letting Go Of Her Fears

She looked at him and knew she could no longer hold back.

"Would you mind very much if I kissed you?" she asked.

"It's OK as long as it's not one of those pity kisses", he responded.

"Nope. I just want to kiss you. But I should warn you that it's not going to go anywhere, given my intimacy issues. I don't want you to think I am some kind of world-class tease." she cautioned.

"There's no doubt that you are world-class, but you are definitely not a tease. OK, so you have a few issues. So do I."

"Perhaps, but different issues though, don’t you think? "

"Issues are issues. We are wasting time here. Are you going to kiss me or not?", he asked sounding a little exasperated.

She boldly took a step forward, gripped his shoulders and crushed her mouth against his. Geez she was out of practice.

He didn't return her kiss. Instead, he caught her face between his hands and raised his head so that his mouth was an inch away from hers. "Remember what I said," he whispered, his voice a little ragged. "It's not like a trip to the dentist."

"I know. I just don't want to screw it up again."

"Then quit trying so hard. Relax. Go with what you feel. When you stop feeling it, we'll stop whatever it is we are doing at that moment and can take a break."

"You make it all sound so simple." she murmured.

"It is simple, Don't worry, you'll get the hang of it again.”

She couldn't help but giggle. It was so inappropriate for the situation but somehow the urge to giggle was uncontrollable. She tended to do that when she was nervous.

But he didn't laugh or giggle. However, in the glow of the light, she could see him smiling that very sexy, very masculine smile of his. It was just one of the many things she liked about him.

The part of her that had been locked up tightly for so long started to relax. She leaned into him and kissed him again, taking her time, feeling his reaction. His mouth was hot, his body was hard and lean, his erection was rigid, but he made no attempt to overwhelm or overtake her. He did not try to rush her.

Encouraged by her own reaction as well as his, she pressed herself more tightly against him. A long supressed urge rose within her. She wanted to touch and be touched. She wanted to be free to release and enjoy her sensual side. The kiss grew more intense. Electric. Arousing.

She guided his hands inside her robe and onto her breast. He let his fingers rest there but did not try to force anything else. He wanted her to be comfortable and to take the lead.

She slipped her hands up under his t-shirt, her arousal growing with the touch of his skin. She did not feel guilty. She began to explore him with a growing sense of urgency.

He responded to her needs. Cautiously, he let the pad of his thumb, trail across her breast and around her nipple.

It was as if he had flipped a switch. Desire began to dictate her every movement.

She kissed his ear lobe, his throat, the curve of his shoulder.

"There's no rush." he whispered.

"Yes there is."

"We've got all night." he assured her.

"You might have all night, but I don't. I need to do this now, before something goes wrong."

She seized his hand and started to lead him towards her bedroom.

"No!" he said.

He didn't try to drop her hand nor did he follow her, Instead, he simply stood there in the doorway.

The flicker of fear coursed through her. Had she screwed up somehow?

"What's wrong?" she tearfully asked. He pulled her gently back toward him. "We don't need a bed'"

Her heart sank. Oh my God, this was worse than she thought. He had no interest in taking things further.

She couldn't have been more wrong. He led her back across the living room and stopped at the leather reclining chair. As he lowered himself, he unzipped his jeans.

"Let's try it this way instead." he said. "You did say you wanted to be in control and on top."

He drew her down slowly, giving her tie to figure out a comfortable position.

He moved one hand along the inside of her thigh, touching her, stroking her in ways that made her want more. She closed her eyes, everything inside her went tight. She sucked in her breath and dug her nails into his shoulders. His fingers touched her in ways that she had never experienced before.

He eased her down onto his rigid manhood before she started climaxing. She was so sensitive and reactive that she could barely catch her breath.

She heard his hoarse, muffled groans. His climax shuddered through both of them. The night became very still and quiet. It was just the beginning.

Have you ever had to let go of your fears? Or helped someone else overcome theirs?



sexyldy1000 68F  
9607 posts
12/2/2018 5:59 pm

Letting yourself go after suppressing your needs and desires for a long time can be so difficult and scary. Finding the 'right' partner to help you with that is the key.


Pleasureinc 60M  
2200 posts
12/2/2018 6:24 pm

True, every word....


naughtymaninmtl 40M

12/2/2018 6:33 pm

So true. Great insight


sexyldy1000 68F  
9607 posts
12/2/2018 6:37 pm

Have you ever been in that situation?


sexyldy1000 68F  
9607 posts
12/2/2018 6:39 pm

Thanks. Have you ever been in that situation or tried to help someone overcome theirs?


redrockrascal 65M
23580 posts
12/2/2018 6:41 pm

Eventually we all have to get beyond some fears or they will hold us back.

When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro.

The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.


sexyldy1000 68F  
9607 posts
12/2/2018 6:42 pm

    Quoting redrockrascal:
    Eventually we all have to get beyond some fears or they will hold us back.
Yes that’s very true but often very tough to do.


mmguy52 71M  
2126 posts
12/2/2018 7:30 pm

so true, very good writing.


sexyldy1000 68F  
9607 posts
12/2/2018 7:38 pm

    Quoting mmguy52:
    so true, very good writing.
Thanks. Have you ever had to overcome some fears or hesitation? Helped someone else with theirs?


easy_going2014 57M
14366 posts
12/2/2018 7:52 pm

Hi sexyldy1000.

thanks for sharing...

I really liked it...

Frou Frou - "Let Go"

Drink up baby doll
Mmm are you in or out
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me, too busy oh, writing a tragedy
These mishaps you bubble wrap when
You've no idea what you're like
so let go
And jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
(So let go) yeah let go
And just get in
Oh it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
It gains the more it give
And it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later now
You can't await your own arrival
You've twenty seconds to comply
so let go
And jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for
It's all right
'Cause there's…

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sexyldy1000 68F  
9607 posts
12/2/2018 8:02 pm

    Quoting easy_going2014:
    Hi sexyldy1000.

    thanks for sharing...

    I really liked it...

    Frou Frou - "Let Go"

    Drink up baby doll
    Mmm are you in or out
    Leave your things behind
    'Cause it's all going off without you
    Excuse me, too busy oh, writing a tragedy
    These mishaps you bubble wrap when
    You've no idea what you're like
    so let go
    And jump in
    Oh well whatcha waiting for
    It's all right
    'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
    (So let go) yeah let go
    And just get in
    Oh it's so amazing here
    It's all right
    'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
    It gains the more it give
    And it rises with the fall
    So hand me that remote
    Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow
    Such boundless pleasure
    We've no time for later now
    You can't await your own arrival
    You've twenty seconds to comply
    so let go
    And jump in
    Oh well whatcha waiting for
    It's all right
    'Cause there's…
Easy,
Thanks for stopping by. Not familiar with that song, will have to check it out 🎼


Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
12/3/2018 3:18 am

Boy... she is wound up tighter than a clock.😱 She should learn to relax and take things as they come. 😊When you try too hard... things can go south... 😔
Helping your kids with their fears are a part of every parents' job description.
I have a fear of heights but I have been sky diving (solo) and that was fun. 🛩️ I'm still working on my fear of spiders... 😱🐙🐾 ... 🎅


sexyldy1000 68F  
9607 posts
12/3/2018 3:25 am

    Quoting Paulxx001:
    Boy... she is wound up tighter than a clock.😱 She should learn to relax and take things as they come. 😊When you try too hard... things can go south... 😔
    Helping your kids with their fears are a part of every parents' job description.
    I have a fear of heights but I have been sky diving (solo) and that was fun. 🛩️ I'm still working on my fear of spiders... 😱🐙🐾 ... 🎅
Yep she has a history of panic attacks in the most in opportune times.
I have a fear of heights too. ...hate ladders but love flying in an airplane...as for spiders, I call my daughter today kill them lol.


billydixy66 70M
180 posts
12/4/2018 12:49 am

Fear can be both an inhibitor and a sexual simulator.
Often the initial fear works one up into what will become a frenzy once the fear succumbs on that first touch
We all want perfect when in fact a first time with someone or sex after some abstinence is often not as good as it gets, or like in your story, is over all to quickly
I hope the subject of your story uses her fear to stimulate herself to those intense climaxes she will lay awake remembering


sexyldy1000 68F  
9607 posts
12/4/2018 5:11 am

    Quoting billydixy66:
    Fear can be both an inhibitor and a sexual simulator.
    Often the initial fear works one up into what will become a frenzy once the fear succumbs on that first touch
    We all want perfect when in fact a first time with someone or sex after some abstinence is often not as good as it gets, or like in your story, is over all to quickly
    I hope the subject of your story uses her fear to stimulate herself to those intense climaxes she will lay awake remembering
Very well stated.
You think you did take out her ‘little pink friend’ to take the edge off either with him or later when she was alone.


Tmptrzz 61F  
107039 posts
12/4/2018 12:24 pm

Very nice read hun and I am so glad she let go of her fears and enjoyed. We all need to do that can't say I have any fears of anything though..I hope your having a great week so far..

Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on..


sexyldy1000 68F  
9607 posts
12/4/2018 5:43 pm

    Quoting Tmptrzz:
    Very nice read hun and I am so glad she let go of her fears and enjoyed. We all need to do that can't say I have any fears of anything though..I hope your having a great week so far..
Yes it’s tough to do but necessary.
Today’s my birthday and so far it’s been terrific. Thanks 😊


proteus_2a 58M
7979 posts
12/5/2018 2:29 am

Beautiful, and well paced story,my lady
- as for your question, we all have our inner demons to
face ,or dance with ,accordingly

Cheers - P


sexyldy1000 68F  
9607 posts
12/5/2018 5:13 am

    Quoting proteus_2a:
    Beautiful, and well paced story,my lady
    - as for your question, we all have our inner demons to
    face ,or dance with ,accordingly

    Cheers - P
Thank you. I wanted it and aced to go with her experience.
Yes I agree we all do have inner demons and have to find the best ways to deal with them.


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