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"Come here sweet one - Lay down here with me and sing me your tale." - for my dancers. take it easy
Posted:Jan 20, 2019 10:03 am
Last Updated:Jan 20, 2019 6:51 pm
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"Come here sweet one - Lay down here with me and sing me your tale..." - for my dancers... take it easy...

People ask me what my fave song is...

I can't say...

this one ranks pretty high up there...

sometimes when you think all is lost...

or that you will never find what you are looking for...

a sweet one is waiting in the wings...

one that is there if you see her...

one that is meant for you...

down on your luck...

nothing working...

you almost give up...

but, you have hope...

the weight of my burden... you chose to bear...

you shared in a pain that was mine...

ears open to listen... not criticize...

I'm looking for you...

I've nothing to lose...

hmm...

...
"I was down on my luck and you picked me up
I was only a breath from despair
I was down on my luck and you cleaned me up
There was nothing that you couldn't bear
You dropped your plans, put my head in your hands
And you told me that I would be fine
Yes you laid me down, sat with me for hours
And you shared in a pain that was mine

Come here sweet one
Lay down here with me and sing me your tale
I need to sit awhile too
And feel your smile and share my day
I’m trying hard to stand
Stand here today, stand when my ground feels weak
A great joy has set a cloud
And I feel I’m stuck here underneath

Suspicion lies thick as I swim through uncomfortable again
I can’t see you anymore, can you see me?
Fear exhausts your breath, just one away from despair
You’re looking out and the mirror seems blank again
Up and down, up and down, up and down
This ride weighs me down
Help me push it away, help me push away

I’m looking for you
I’ve nothing to lose…" - Katie Noonan & the Captains - "Sweet One" feat. Sia
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I'm looking for you...

Please find me...
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"No, you're not the one... But, you're all I want... You're just my type..." This one's not for you.
Posted:Jan 19, 2019 9:12 am
Last Updated:Jan 20, 2019 6:49 pm
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"No, you're not the one... But, you're all I want... You're just my type..."
This one's not for you...

It comes closer to a recent relationship I got out of... and, of course... I was on the wrong end of this one... Maybe, there are no wrong or right ends to be on...

100% reliving the moments... those precious firsts... Oh... I can taste them... I can feel her... smell her... hear her... It's like I'm going out of my mind...

seeing the "Warning Signs" as if from a Coldplay song... and, ignoring them completely... but, was I... what could I do... she rocked my world...

she was the whole package... gave me my freedom... gave me my space... but, I was giving her much more... and, didn't know it...

I tried to get close... and, she maneuvered in a different path... always, a great excuse... always a perfectly, sensible reason for it to be a different way... she was the type that would text at off hours... set something up... and, then cancel at the last moment...

always, the right excuse... always, the re-assurance and the begging for forgiveness...

I can't fix her... she's not meant to be fixed... none of us are... we have already been defined... have our weaknesses displayed for all to see... although, we may not seem them, and cling to other beliefs as if those were true of us...

she was never sober when we were in bed... those slow and furious love making firsts... the kind you don't forget... were all a blur to her... but, not to me... I saw it... she said she couldn't be without it and be with a man...

she's just my type... although she was not the one...
she told me the truth... as long as it was fun... she was in...
it's no longer fun for her... or she sees a different fun...

but, while it lasted... I was in heaven... she was all that I needed... all that I wanted...

unlike a Dua Lipa song she was the opposite... she was not the one...

we only see what we want to see... especially if we are being seen by that heavenly beauty...
please give these a read ...
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"You don't gotta say it, I know you ain't stayin' over
And I won't even mention the fact that you're never sober
I never know which side I'm gonna get tonight
And the closer we get, the less I think I know you
But you're just my type
The kind that only calls me late at night
You can't decide if you'll be yours or mine
I hate to say it, but you're just my type
Yeah, you're just my type, yeah, yeah
Just my type
Yeah, you're just my type, yeah, yeah
Just my type
Yeah, you're just my type, yeah, yeah
And I'm foolin' myself, 'cause I know that I'll never change ya
But you told me the truth, so I guess I can't really blame ya
No, you're not the one, but you're all I want, yeah
People say I'll get hurt, I don't know what they're so afraid of
My type
Oh, I hate to say it, but you're just my type
My type
Oh, I hate to say it, but you're just my type…" - The Chainsmokers - "My Type" feat. Emily Warren
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This one hits deep...
hmm...
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"I could never push rewind and erase... but, at least, I know now that it wasn't a phase..."
Posted:Jan 13, 2019 8:43 am
Last Updated:Jan 19, 2019 1:26 pm
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"I could never push rewind and erase... but, at least, I know now that it wasn't a phase..."

I have thought of you two to three times a day... when I got carried away... it may not be original, but, it comes from this simple heart... that saw only you... was it too much... was it too fast...
Like songs... you were etched in my mind...
Like movies... sweet endings all the time...
Like books... fingers running up your thighs...
It wasn't a phase... it wasn't an infatuation... it was you...
You are everything I want... as if from the band... Everything but the Girl... "Missing"
And, you have been from the Beginning like an ELP memory...
Time... waits for no one... Ambrosia said it best...

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"Ooh.. everything I want, you have been all along
Ooh.. it's too much, I'm [falling]...
I still think about you every day
Maybe two or three times, when I get carried away
I could never push rewind and erase
But at least I know now that it wasn't a phase
You're everything I want
And you have been all along
But ooh... it's too much...
Too much..too much will never be enough
Whenever we touch, it happens every time
I have to turn around and run
Hold me closer and I'll try to forget
If I take it too far, I will always regret
Hurting someone who will never suspect
Who isn't even aware that you could be such a threat
You're everything I want
And you have been all along
But ooh.. it's too much...
Too much... too much will never be enough
Whenever we touch, it happens every time
I have to turn around and run
Girl I can't take your love I can't look back, I'll turn to dust
Baby I wish that I could have it all
But I don't, it's just too much
Ooh.. too much... is it going to be over... it's never over
Too much... too much will never be enough
Whenever we touch, it happens every time
I have to turn around and run
Your love... I can't look back, I'll turn to dust
Baby I wish that I could have it all
But I don't, it's just too much
Too much... too much will never be enough
Whenever we touch, it happens every time I have to turn around and run…" -- LP - "Too Much"
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Can you ever have too much... do you stop to stay safe...
do you want it all... but, it's not enough...
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"Open up your heart and let me in Break free from these shackles and let us begin." - for my dancers
Posted:Jan 12, 2019 8:59 am
Last Updated:Jan 13, 2019 8:20 am
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"Open up your heart and let me in
Break free from these shackles and let us begin..." - for my dancers

the scars around your heart
reveal pain beyond the dart
wounds that dig deep...
sweat about to drip on me...
catapult us to ecstasy...
to infinity and beyond friend of Woody...
could I do enough to make you feel...
love so true, would it be real...
ready to be held again...
to love, to cherish, to sin...
let go of that past...
life streams by so fast
untie those dreams from knots...
ready that corset you bought
open that heart... let love in...
maybe some lust, to begin

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"Deep rooted connections
When I look into your eyes
I can see there's something blooming
Bubbling up inside
Screaming to get out, yeah
But you're too scared to let it
The past still ties you down
You're struggling to breathe
'Cause he left scars, I'm here to heal for you
And I know where you are 'cause I've been there before
Open up your heart and let me in
Break free from these shackles and let me begin
To show you how I love you
I'm begging for us
Look into my eyes
And trust me when I say this
What you mean to me
Will never ever dieYeah, he left scars,
I'm here to heal for you..." - Skinny Living - "Let me in"
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it's ok to let go...
it's ok to try again...
let them go...
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"Don't leave me here, don't leave me here 'Cause I can't forget, I can't forget "
Posted:Jan 7, 2019 6:26 pm
Last Updated:Jan 12, 2019 8:54 am
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"Don't leave me here, don't leave me here
'Cause I can't forget, I can't forget " -

Don't leave me here... It's not that I can't forget... It's that I want to start building these memories around you... the sweetness of those thoughts... your love wrapped tightly to me... like a heart that drops ransom notes to your soul...

cum to me... free my passion...

Like an elephant... only, not in the room... miles away... ... wet... wondering... how can this be... two luvs needing to be as one... time will tell where this story ends... she can't forget... that pain of ...

I don't want to forget you...

Let me luv you for an eternity... or longer...
longer than a Dan Folgelberg forest primeval...

deeper than the deepest ocean...

my luv is ready to burn for you... let the spark from our flames ignite that missing passion in you...

why do you lick your lips reading my blog posts... why do you touch yourself...

it's ok... the soft touch to your face... open those eyes... see me...
give it to me nice and easy going... listen to this... tell me...
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" love, you're breaking me up
Burn, burning like sun
I don't forget, like an elephant
You're imprinted on my heart
I don't forget, this sun don't set
For me

Don't leave me here, don't leave me here
Don't leave me here, don't leave me here
'Cause I can't forget, I can't forget
It's burning, still burning

Oh I should have known, I blister alone
While you find your own shade
I don't forget, this sun don't set
For me

Don't leave me here, don't leave me here
Don't leave me here, don't leave me here
'Cause I can't forget, I can't forget
It's burning, still burning
Everywhere I turn, every scar that burns
God, I know that love
I can't forget, I can't forget
It's burning, still burning

'Cause I can't forget, I can't forget
This burning, still burning…" - Freya Ridings - "Elephant"
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Now, this is a passionate song...

could you ride me to this song...

would you...

hmm... please don't tease me...

It's burning, still burning... more like a BOC song... only different, very different...
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"And I hit it, like it's all mine... Should've paid that woman, more mind..." - for you...
Posted:Jan 6, 2019 10:54 am
Last Updated:Jan 10, 2019 7:49 pm
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"And I hit it, like it's all mine...
Should've paid that woman more mind..." - for you...

I think about that today... having met some wonderful women in my lifetime...
but, you all know that I luv women...

perhaps, I should have invested more of myself in them... instead of just taking... I see that now... that will continue to be one of my new year's resolutions...

be a better person... help your fellow person... listen more... speak less... say thanks...

before I hit it... I'm going to earn it... I'm going to know her for real... and, then follow thru in the biblical sense... if she wants me... if she sees me...

I want to meet you when the sun goes down... when the sun rises... when there is no sun...

If you want we can make luv in the back seat... it's happened before... maybe a drive-in... down here in God's country we have three near me... I've been to one, but, it's been awhile...

I could get addicted to you... I'm already infatuated with you...
if you need someone to treat you right... please give me a chance...
if you just need a ride... please pass me by... I get enough of that...

I want a woman that wants to please and be pleased...
one that wants to remember our moments of intimacy... like her world shook... like that last bit of virgin got discovered... those lips more than tasted... both sets... wet, waiting, wanting, hurting...

satisfied...

hmm...
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"Meet me when the sun goes down
Ring ring once you get downtown
In so deep, baby can't fix this
Like a user, baby I'm addicted to it
You get in my backseat
See you gettin naked in the rearview
Oh, I'm up here trippin' off you
Glance at the thought I want you
Blood is on my hands, but that never stopped me before, baby
Yeah, you know it's alright with me, with me, yeah

All, it's all mine, it's all mine
I gotta live by this, can't trust what these women do
He shoulda' never trusted you
You had me touchin' on your body
Tellin' me you belong to nobody
I know, everybody's playin' games
They all caught up in the blame, I know baby
So when you come around looking like this
Don't think I don't recognize that shit
But every now and then I see a woman that gets me higher
Put it all on me like that
So weak when you move like that

And her body shakes
And you'll never know
When her body aches
But it ain't for you
If I only knew the truth
Man, I didn't want this all believe me
I would've been so gone, but her sex so strong

And I hit it, like it's all mine (No, I'm telling you now)
Shoulda' been that woman, all mine (No, I'm telling you now)
Tell me, did you get the news? (Ah yeah)
She ain't fuckin' with you no more
And I hit it, like it's all mine (Now you know)
Shoulda' been that woman, all mine (That you don't treat her right)
Tell me, did you get the news? (You don't fuck her right)
She ain't fuckin' with you no more (Ooh, you're gonna lose her right now)..." - Plaza - "All mine"
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I want us to remember each time as if it were our first... as it could be our last...
what say you my little pretties...
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"You wanna talk, I wanna touch... I only love if it's tragic, she only fucks if it's magic..."
Posted:Jan 5, 2019 10:14 am
Last Updated:Jan 12, 2019 8:50 am
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"You wanna talk, I wanna touch
I wanna touch, touch, touch, touch, touch
I only love if it's tragic
She only fuck if it's magic..." - what a way to start...

two different lifestyles...
misinterpreted smiles...
one lookin' for luv...
one lookin' for lust...
a superficial, right now...
a "getting to know" you glow...
he wants to take you home...
only to make you moan...
you wanna learn everything there is about him...
you have visions of a fairytale in heaven...
the look of lust is in his eyes...
your type, a match for other guys...
the attraction so strong...
the reasons are all wrong...
love hurts on the tragic side...
love breathes on the magic ride
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"You wanna talk, I wanna touch
I wanna touch, touch, touch, touch, touch you babe
I only love if it's tragic
She only fuck if it's magic
I wanna eat you and drink you
I wanna hold you up then I wanna sink you
Body made my head go sideways
I wanna put you all sideways
She wanna know what I think
I wanna know what she drink
Oh, you say you don't
Got a type, that's just my type
You should know
I'm trying to close in on
Takin' you home, makin' you moan
Baby, that's all I wanna do
You wanna talk, I wanna touch
I wanna touch, touch, touch, touch, touch you babe

Look me in the eyes when I taste it
You like to watch, baby, face it
I got you comin' again 'til
All of this physical love turnin' mental
Now that I'm all in your head, ooh
You just say the word and I gotchu
I just want you for myself
I'ma be good for your health
Oh, you say you don't
Got a type, that's just my type
You should know
I'm trying to close in on
Takin' you home, makin' you moan
Baby that's all I wanna do
You wanna talk, I wanna touch
I wanna touch, touch, touch, touch, touch you babe
You wanna talk, I wanna touch
You wanna talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk babe..." Plaza - "Touch & Go"
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which do you like, talk or touch...
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"This is us, you know it on the inside - This is us, so you should show it on the outside..."
Posted:Jan 3, 2019 5:36 pm
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2019 9:25 am
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"This is us, you know it on the inside -
This is us, so you should show it on the outside..."

Be human... be with me... I see a light when I read you... I feel your excitement... you don't visit anymore... you don't write... you are otherwise, distracted... life presents us with many options...

Let me be that option... let me be that reason for a first... you'll know it on the inside... it radiates from your mind... I read it all of the time...
what do the lines between the spaces mean... I know it's not Morse code... but, there is something there... like a Daft Punk song... something between us...within...

I don't care where you've been... where you're going... maybe, we can find a path that takes us where we need to be... a place we long to dream in... be in... love in...

How hard has it been... please don't question why... make like the "charge of the light brigade"... to do and die... -- another easy going ism...

how much sand much filter thru your fingers... how many memories have to be re-kindled... how many questions have to be answered... are there still those that haven't even been formulated yet...

dust the dust off of your shoulders... let us be human as one...

Like a "Civil Twilight" song... "Human"... "what is this I feel... why is it so real... It's only love... it's only pain... it's only fear... that runs thru my veins... it's all the things you can't explain... that make us human..."

Let's be human to each other...

please give this one a read... then... propel yourself into the easy going zone... and give it a listen...
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"I know that it’s been rough,
It shows in your reflection,
You’ve fallen out of touch,
Got lost along the way,
I know it’s not enough,
But these things they all get better,
And even if it's tough,
This is us, you know it on the inside,
This is us, so you should show it on the outside,
This is us, dust the dust up off your shoulders,
Feet on ground, you’ll come round,
And be human again.
I know that it's been hard,
But even when its hurting,
You’re gonna have to start,
To learn to recognize,
That even in the dark,
There's lines between the spaces,
Hiding where you are,
This is us, you know it on the inside,
This is us, so you should show it on the outside,
This is us, dust the dust up off your shoulders,
Feet on ground, you’ll come round,
And be human again....." Aquilo – "Human"
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"You’re gonna have to start,
To learn to recognize,
That even in the dark,
There's lines between the spaces..." -- Softly... slowly... in an easy going way... let's take it one step at a time... let's be human...
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"tryna make our movie, it's a two-way, what u say, you the main attraction, Need you for direction."
Posted:Jan 1, 2019 8:07 am
Last Updated:Jan 6, 2019 8:17 am
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"tryna make our movie, it's a two-way, what you say,
you the main attraction, for the love, I you for direction..." - for my dancers...

second thoughts clouding this mind...
main attraction, one of a kind
what's in it for u... goes for two...
put you in a trance, make you glow...
rating the blessin's over the nothin's...
you the feature... starrin'...
if I release you, will I regret it...
bring me the next one on the planet
I man enough to know...
baby... do you have to go...
same ole steps, never learn...
feel my heart burn, burn, burn...
take my hand, show me the way...
don't let me be the one to stray...
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"Are you tryna get back at me?
You can't let 'em win, all they really wanna do is distract me
She like, "Who you fooling? You been out here tryna make a movie"
She like, "Boy, it's a two-way, groupies only following what you say"
It's a sham, 'cause they all know who I am (who I am)
Overlooked, now they think they understand (understand)
Got a Benz that’ll put 'em in a trance (in a trance)
I can't let my baby slip up out my hands, damn
You know, you the main attraction (ah, ah, ah)
I can't hear nobody else for the love, I you for direction
And she like, "Who you trying? I ain't the only one that you been eyeing"
like, "Woah must see two sides" (woah, fine)
She told me she love me, now it's time to choose sides
It’s a shame, how could I be running game (running game)
After all the trials after everything (everything)
Wedding ring, I could change your last name (last name)
But I can't let 'em get my baby outta pain, aye
Yeah
If I let her go (woah)
Will I regret it? Will I forget it?
Well, it’s something I don’t know (woah)
It's something I don’t know..." - 6LACK - "Let Her Go"
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give it a listen if you've a mind to be in my easy goin' zone...
make a memory with me...
be my star...
let me understand you...
hmm...
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Ladies... have you ever apologized for cumming early...
Posted:Dec 30, 2018 4:50 pm
Last Updated:Jan 12, 2019 8:46 am
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Ladies... have you ever apologized for cumming early...
I only ask this because during my last two intimate moments with her, she has apologized to me for cumming early...

Josephine Cronholm & Ashley Slater "If I Apologized"
"If I apologized
it wouldn't make it all unhappen
wouldn't make the darkness go away
If I apologized
it wouldn't mean I was forgiven
wouldn't mean you wanted me to stay
But
it's a dream
when you seem
to be walking into the sun
we're on first
unrehearsed
and we still don't know what we've done
so we don't say anything..."

I don't consider myself god's gift to womankind... I believe that I want to please and be pleased in that order... I didn't used to look at it like that but, I have for the past 10 years...

And, I'm not talking a "3 minute mile" fuck... I'm talking 30 - 45 minute wonderful moments of passion of exchanging bodily fluids, and kisses... caresses... touches... more kisses... firsts... and, more firsts... her head tilted sideways when I explained how I view each intimate moment with her... always a first... never an entitlement or expectation...

So, when she apologized for cumming early on two separate occasions... I told her, that it was ok... she only lost her focus for a few seconds and then... as she always has... continued on her quest to please me... what a wonderful soul... what a caring, loving person...

I know that this story would seem strange to some of you, but, it's not for me... to have a lover be concerned for my total pleasure is a true blessing...
In my younger days I didn't give a second thought to my partner's pleasures... but, in the past ten years, I have made it an critical path to my ultimate pleasure in ensuring the most optimum sexual experience for her... I explained this to my lover... and, she kissed me... said, she'd never heard that from another man... then... added, she still wanted my sperm inside her...
I don't need her to apologize... although, it's never too late for one...

One Republic - "Apologize"
"I'm holdin' on a rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound (Oh yea..)
They tell me that you mean it
Then you go and cut me down
But wait
You tell me that your sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around
And say
That it's too late to apologize
It's too late
Said it's too late to apologize
It's too late..."
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hmm...

so... what do you say... my little pretties... have you ever apologized or felt the need to... or...
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"My fave singers reading my posts... I proclaimed my eternal love for Hannah Reid..." - I luv her!!!
Posted:Dec 28, 2018 7:57 pm
Last Updated:Dec 30, 2018 3:42 pm
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Pure and simple...

No lust... No eroticism... no infatuation (like a Maroon 5 song)...
It was just my her... needing her... to please and be pleased by her...

but, wait, a strange thing happened when I woke up this morning...

Bea Miller caught my attention... I was doing my normal routine searching for diamonds in the rough from the music scene... and... boom... there it is... there it was...

a song that made me shiver like a Coldplay fave... would have brought me to my knees, except for the fact that I was sitting down...

I apologize if some of you can't see this song in your neck of the woods... I take it for granted that we all have equal access to music across the world... but, that is not the case...

"I should of walked away..." -- No... I'll not walk away from you...
Oh... I've had lovers... love me to death... fuck my brains out and then leave... is that possible... it may not be for you... but, it happens to me... not bitter... as I treat my intimate moments as firsts... so I cherish them... and, happy to have been with you... together... and be... like an "XX" song... Oh Romy... I missed you in concert... I should have gone... next time...

Be that as it may...
I don't you to be everything I want you to be... just be you...
I could dream of you... I could be with you...
when you treat me like that... I only get stronger... let me be stronger with you... I would care for you... I can't fix you... not here for that...
but, I'll take you as you are... you know I prefer melonlicious breasted goddesses... but, I you to see me first... seize my emotions with your mind... let me you over and over again... to get it right... and, then our firsts will truly be memorable... they will push us harder...
we could sweat... I could taste you... I could feel you... when you treat me like that...

please give these lyrics a read... hmm...

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Bea Miller - "Like that"
Can see it from the way you're Looking at me.
You don't think worth your time.
Don't care about the person that I might be.
Offended that I walk the line.
So what if not x2
Everything you wanted me to be.
So what if I x2
More than you can see.
When you treat me like that x2
It's pushing me harder x2
When you're breaking my back x2
I only get stronger x2
I should've walked away one year ago
When you said I couldn't make it out alive.
When you treat me like that x2
I only get stronger x2
When you treat me like that.
As far as I can tell it's kinda crazy
That you even cared at all.
Convincing everybody you can save me.
But you're the one who made me fall.
So what if not x2
Everything you wanted me to be.
So what if I x2
More than you can see.
When you treat me like that x2
It's pushing me harder x2
When you're breaking my back x2
I only get stronger x2
I should've walked away one year ago
When you said I couldn't make it out alive.
When you treat me like that x2
I only get stronger x2
When you treat me like that.
Why you wanna see me bleed?
Why you wanna watch me fall apart?
Try to find the worst in me.
But I won't follow you into the dark... "
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I shiver listening to these lyrics... my little pretties...
Could you sing this one to me... for me... with me... on top of me... or could we just listen to it during our first of many firsts...
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"You know how to make one cry Sleeping in a bed full of lies Now that I'm older, I can see why."
Posted:Dec 27, 2018 10:54 am
Last Updated:Jan 12, 2019 8:02 am
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"Boy, you know how to make a cry
Was sleeping in a bed full of lies
And now that older, I can see why..." - have you been there... done that...

She can still dream...
She can still hope...
It's the hurting that leaves the marks...
other addictions made you seem real...
Winona Oak's words make me feel...
you want that magic to be true...
what I want may be lust to you...
what you have may be love to me...
let me remain confused...
you've got nothing to lose...
take me to those highs we both can reach...
let me reach out and taste that peach...
the young ones keep knocking on that door...
but, my squeeze needs to have a bit more...
deep down... sweat... sweet... lips on lips...
up top... thoughts... grind those hips...
Show me desire, I'll show you love...
tyrna reach that place above...
ready for the real thing... smoke my desire...
step by step to build that fire...
places I still wanna see...
temptations eluding me...
leading to my claim of hope...

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"I would have walked through fire to kiss your lips
Do you still think about it, of what you did?
Still see your old apartment, like a bad trip
Wish I could forget all the places we've been

Hard and heavy whiskey goodbyes
Boy, you know how to make a cry
Was sleeping in a bed full of lies
And now that older, I can see why

You make me feel high
'Cause you had me so low, low, low
You owe me some time
'Cause you stunted my growth, growth, growth
I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you
Now that I know
That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope

That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope

Always another bender, I lose control
I thought I'd get it back when
You came back home to me, darling
But I never had it, did I? Your heart's a trick
And all the magic we felt was just a hit

'Cause you had me so low
Now that I know
That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope

'Cause you had me so low, low, low
You owe me some time
'Cause you stunted my growth, growth, growth
I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you
Now that I know (Now that I know)
That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope - "The Chainsmokers - "Hope"
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"I know it hurts - You know I’d quench that thirst" New Year's Eve... here I cum..."
Posted:Dec 26, 2018 11:29 am
Last Updated:Dec 27, 2018 9:29 am
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"I know it hurts -
You know I’d quench that thirst"
New Year's Eve... here I cum... For my dancers...

I've thought about you...
Give me two weeks... you'll not recognize him...
Who... what... when...
you think you're lonely... I know you are...
the temporary pleasures... the unquenched thirst... although enjoyable... not satisfied... not relieved... something still missing...
the emotional untouched... like fingers rolling on porcelain... does it feel you... do you feel it... no...
but, you want to... so bad... it hurts...
to quench that thirst...
like an addiction... you go back... time after time...
Inspire me... let's get high on each other...how 'bout that first...

your mouth open... your back arching... closer to heart attack... soul wide open...
...
hmm...
"I know it hurts
You know I’d quench that thirst
(I can treat you better than the)
You say you're lonely
I say you'll think about it
Cause you're the only
One who resonates that chaste, mouth open like (High)
Higher than a motherfucker, dreaming of it, it's my lovin' (High)
Flying like a stream of thunder, only way to do each other (High)
Pull out the insides and give me two weeks, you won’t recognize her
Mouth open, you're high
I know it hurts
You know I'd put you first
(I can fuck you better, better)
You say you want me
I say you'll live without it
Unless you're the only
One who instigates, got your mouth, open your heart
Higher than a motherfucker, dreaming of it, it's my lovin' (High)
Flying like a stream of thunder, only way to do each other (High)
Pull…" - FKA Twigs- "Two Weeks"
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Inspire me... let's get high on each other...

see me... feel me... touch me... breathe me...

hmm...
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